I want to encourage you to read I Thessalonians 4:11. Bible plainly says to study that you would lack nothing. The reason why we lack nothing is because, Psalm 23:1, the Bible says, the Lord is our shepherd we shall not want. The reason why we shall not want is because He meets all our needs according to His riches and glory. So study the word of god so that you will lack nothing. God loves you more than you do.